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Jul. 30th, 2014 04:48 pmHello from Las Vegas!
Apparently I forgot to tell everyone I was going to Las Vegas. So! I'm going to Las Vegas.
Actually I have gone to Las Vegas. I am currently there. My hotel room could easily host a dinner party with orgy to follow, not that I'm planning on it. Although it is Vegas. You never know. (I have a balcony with a view of the Bellagio fountain, it's basically amazing. And kind of horrifying.
I'm here on a work-sponsored trip to a professional conference, which I think is really the way to do Vegas, because for all the talk of what a giant entertainment complex it is, unless you really love slots or drinking, it's not the place for you. So this way I go to the conference all day, and I have limited time at night so i don't feel bad if I don't get the full Vegas experience.
On the other hand there's a lot of anxiety tacked on to attending this conference; it's my first, plus it's being paid for by work, and while I know I don't HAVE TO PROVE MYSELF, I still have to prove myself. Feeling in over one's head is a frequent sensation when you're striving for high-achievement while suffering low self-esteem. The upshot is that I have to do well at this conference, be a credit to my team, and learn new things. I've given myself a pass on networking because I'm still so new, and as a team we're pretty well-networked, and it's not like I'm going to be looking for a job in the next two years at least (oh god I hope). But there's still a lot of pressure and anxiety wrapped up in this.
I just have to remember that it's basically grad school lite. You go to the sessions, you take notes, you eat, you rest. Everything else will fall into place.
Apparently I forgot to tell everyone I was going to Las Vegas. So! I'm going to Las Vegas.
Actually I have gone to Las Vegas. I am currently there. My hotel room could easily host a dinner party with orgy to follow, not that I'm planning on it. Although it is Vegas. You never know. (I have a balcony with a view of the Bellagio fountain, it's basically amazing. And kind of horrifying.
I'm here on a work-sponsored trip to a professional conference, which I think is really the way to do Vegas, because for all the talk of what a giant entertainment complex it is, unless you really love slots or drinking, it's not the place for you. So this way I go to the conference all day, and I have limited time at night so i don't feel bad if I don't get the full Vegas experience.
On the other hand there's a lot of anxiety tacked on to attending this conference; it's my first, plus it's being paid for by work, and while I know I don't HAVE TO PROVE MYSELF, I still have to prove myself. Feeling in over one's head is a frequent sensation when you're striving for high-achievement while suffering low self-esteem. The upshot is that I have to do well at this conference, be a credit to my team, and learn new things. I've given myself a pass on networking because I'm still so new, and as a team we're pretty well-networked, and it's not like I'm going to be looking for a job in the next two years at least (oh god I hope). But there's still a lot of pressure and anxiety wrapped up in this.
I just have to remember that it's basically grad school lite. You go to the sessions, you take notes, you eat, you rest. Everything else will fall into place.
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Date: 2014-07-30 11:30 pm (UTC)Horrifying is exactly the world I would use to describe Las Vegas.
Enjoy your downtime!
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Date: 2014-07-31 12:03 am (UTC)I hiked that place so many times that I literally cannot guess how many hundreds of days I've spent there out of the roughly 1000 days I lived in the city; I got to know it like I've never known any other patch of wilderness, and it's a beautiful, marvelous place.
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Date: 2014-07-31 01:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-31 01:43 am (UTC)I thought that view looked familiar from your balcony before I read you were here. It confused me for moment. lols. I'm glad you made it to one of my favorite casino, Caesar's. I always take guests there to see the sights. If you can, catch the Neptune Fall of Atlantis show that's free in the forum shops. I took my brother and he loved it. http://www.vegas.com/attractions/on-the-strip/caesars-atlantis-fountain/
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Date: 2014-07-31 02:13 am (UTC)Networking is my idea of Hell, so I feel your pain there. But you're going to be fine. Your employer likes you and values you, which is miles ahead of what most people have, so you'll be a-okay.
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Date: 2014-07-31 03:35 am (UTC)I was in Vegas for a conference last month, not my favorite location for this particular organization though.
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Date: 2014-07-31 04:11 am (UTC)There is also Bauman Rare Books, which is amazing.
Other worthy eye candy: Jean-Philippe Patisserie, the Bellagio "garden" and Chihuly flower ceiling, Kiki de Montparnasse.
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Date: 2014-07-31 03:20 pm (UTC)It's amazing.
Also eat. A lot. The food in Vegas is amazeballs.
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Date: 2014-07-31 07:36 pm (UTC)If you want suggestions, I have a list of things we did and haven't done yet somewhere.